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A mama’s reflections on life, love, parenting and everything in between

Little Red Coat August 31, 2008

Filed under: Life in Alaska,Thank You — cmamarun @ 6:12 am
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We had a fabulous end-of-summer day today. We loaded up the boys and headed south for berries and mushrooms.  On the way, we saw a pod of Beluga whales,(even a few babies), the train, and the mountains in all of their early fall glory.  I packed Lucas, and Kiel helped David along our favorite mushroom/berry zone in Girdwood.  We’d been there about an hour when Kiel took the boys down the trail a bit while I scavenged for a few more berries.  We were within viewing distance of the car, but not really each other, though I could hear them.  I’d hit the motherlode spot in a little hallow and was trying to top off my container when I hear: “Chelsea!  Back to the car!  Back to the car now. Just saw a bear.” in the deepest most stern voice I’d ever heard Kiel use.  All I could think about was that I had the bearspray and he had the kids.  I made a bee-line for the car, and since there was no trail, got caught up for about 20 seconds in some downed tree debris. I’d armed the canister thinking that maybe the bear was on the trail and behind them and wanted to come out ready.  We arrived at the car at the same time.  Kiel said, “It was a grizzly, and it was coming strait toward you.”  With trembling hands, I buckled the baby in his seat and we headed out. 

Later, Kiel would tell me that he first heard the bear, then saw it about 40ft away from where they were. He grabbed the kids up in his arms, and headed back to the main trail.  He said he didn’t know where I was, but that once he got to the trail, he saw my red coat and that’s when he shouted.  We were not far apart at all, and I know that God kept us safe-because I almost didn’t wear that coat today as it’s heavier than my dark blue coat. I had a thought before we left the house that I’d be easier to spot if I was in red, knowing that we seperate a bit on these trips. So, I reluctantly took it instead. Thank you Lord, and thank you hubby for watching out for me.

Now, I’d bet that the bear would have gone off, as he did turn away when Kiel started back to the trail, but I’m really glad I didn’t find out.  I didn’t hear or see a thing other than lucious blueberries-which I’m sure we were both after.  With the crazy bear season we’ve been having up here this summer, I’m happy to not see them at all, and this little non-encounter will keep me more aware in the future.

We still had a great picnic after berry picking.  Later we took a trip to see the ducks at our local end-of-the-street pond, and found our first Water Tiger-a larval stage diving beetle that was immensely ferocious for it’s size.  Then headed home for homemade pizza and a good weight lifting workout this evening.  ‘All’s well that ends well’ they say. Today, I’d agree.

 

BTW August 12, 2008

Filed under: Thank You — cmamarun @ 4:38 pm

By the way…the sweet corn was fabulous!

 

Thank You May 8, 2008

Filed under: Chelsea Dawn,Thank You — cmamarun @ 7:27 am
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Been going through some personal stuff lately. Mostly, I’ve been unsatisfied with the state of my life as far as my physical and emotional health. I’ve been lazy about fixing either and have relied on a few friends to help me through this time. I owe a big thank you to everyone that has listened to me crab about not being in shape and encouraged me to find a way to make it happen, and a bigger thank you to those who have patiently listened to the boring monologues about my life without slapping me silly. Sometimes it’s the forest for the trees, right?

I am happy to say that my new workout routine has me feeling more fit, energized, and confident. Bring on the sunshine and lets get out and play!

The spiritual/emotional issues at hand will take some fine tuning, and I feel ready for the challenge. We are all a work in progress and work is the operative word most of the time. It is both scary and exciting to move out of a particular comfort zone and change behaviors that have become all too familiar. Two fabulous friends have told me that “you can’t change the way other people are, you can only change yourself” (paraphrased) and it’s taken me almost 35 years to really understand that. This month brings another year to my life; I pray it is one that shows some much needed growth in the areas of love, grace, and respect-for myself, and those that I hope to remain close to for life. You, my friends and family, are precious beyond words. Without you, there would be no Chelsea Dawn, so thank you a hundred times over for your faithful presence and gentle guidance in my life.

 

Blessed Reflections February 6, 2008

Filed under: Chelsea Dawn,Thank You — cmamarun @ 4:44 am
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Today I was sent the obituary of a colleague. I didn’t know him well, we’d worked together a handful of times, but he seemed like a decent enough guy. His death was sudden and unexpected. I learned so much more about him in his obit…things that surprised me and things that made me smile in rememberance of past conversations. It made me think about how I’m so thankful for this, my simple, beautiful life. It also reminded me to say that I cherish you, my friends and family, because truly, I am blessed to know and be known by so many of you.

 

 
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